I have lately, since early summer I think, developed the stupid habit of leaving with out saying anything. I leave parties or bars or just decide to walk the other way from everyone else. Of course always at night. Of course I happen to be drunk at all these occasions. From one hand this is a very annoying feature for my friends, many of them have by now been in the situation where they ask, where did she go? But more importantly I am the kind of person that worries a lot about others and especially when I can't get a hold of them. I would be extremely disturbed if a friend of mine was acting like this. So I have decided to work on this, to get back to normal. This weekend was better. I did leave again. But I did send a message about it. Since I of course couldn't realise that it would have been easier to just say, hey I'm leaving to the people I was with. Well at least a step in the right direction I guess.
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