The two sides.

Is there a good and a bad side to everything? I think that it mostly is. There are downsides that comes along with the good things, and it is possible to see something good with most bad things. I have during the last years developed a lot, I have grown as a person and in some ways blossomed, as my dear uncle T once said, and one thing that I have developed is my spontaneous side. I am naturally a very planning and controlling person and this of course affected my life. I came to a time and a place in my life when I really wanted to change this. I wanted to be able to change the way I was stuck with plans already made. I wanted to be able to go with the opportunities that come along and through that get to experience new fun things. I made it a goal and I developed strategies to actively work on this part of my personality. And it succeeded. I am still me, I am still a very good planning person, but I have developed a spontaneous side too. But there is that down side to it. I am much more spontaneous. I do go for the opportunities that come along. And they have lead to loads and loads of new experiences. And I am not gonna say that some of them were bad, that's not really right, but some of them where really not to smart. This is the consequence of throwing the planning and over thinking out the window. And I do accept that consequence. I believe in the saying that it's better to regret the things that you did, than to regret the things you didn't do. Even though I don't believe in regrets. I believe in learning from your past and try to not to make the same less smart choice twice. And a life lived to the fullest, and that's what I'm working on.